There comes a time where everything is stable and everything seems like its okay and you will fight through until the end. Right now I feel pretty good, not great, but good. Everything is under control and I'm not failing anything...yet. I can do this, I can pass and complete everything. I can't wait for the moment I do, everything will be good. Or at least i'll have completed something. The top priority in all these things I'm doing is that I actually complete them, I don't want to be know as a drop out my whole life. Because even though they say you aren't judged by it, everyone does, and even though they say you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, everyone does it because it's accepted because it's what we do, judge.
Judgement is something I want to incorporate into my story because I think it's something thats a big issue and is really interesting. I would love to incorporate so many things but I don't want to be overwhelming or over the top with pushing views on people or it to seem that way. It's interesting writing because you don't know what you'll change you just know you will. You learn a lot of things from writing, it's fun but also annoying...I'm realising I'm doing a lot of things wrong. Supposably you shouldn't just write from one idea because it doesn't lead you anywhere and just writing off the top of your head is harder than you think.
Back to the drawing (or should I say writing) board!
Days Left: 340 (ahhhh)
I am enjoying reading this, it's something new but I would like to know more about the writing part if you please :D
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